Friday, October 31, 2008

Morning

In the morning, the sun comes up and sometimes it is darkest before the dawn.

I feel better this morning than I did last night with my last post --- I almost removed my last post, but it is important for me to accept and deal with all of my feeling -- even the pity party angry at God feels...

But today is better.




My scary posts will have to wait 'til next week I guess

5 comments:

Allan said...

I think the scary post was yesterday's. I'm sure your brain realizes that none of this is your fault, but it takes a long time for the heart to catch up.
(I'm still waiting too)
Here's wishing the best for you and yours this holiday.

Anonymous said...

Now the darkness only stays the night-time
In the morning it will fade away
Daylight is good at arriving at the right time
It's not always going to be this grey

All things must pass
All things must pass away
(George Harrison)

Miss Healthypants said...

Mouse, I really admire your courage to post your true feelings--even the deepest darkest ones.

I have been in that kind-of a state before, and I write, too--but I never post it on my blog. Guess I'm too chicken. :)

Anyway, I pray that every day ahead is like this morning to you--full of more positivity and hope for the future.

Take care of yourself...I'm still keeping you in my prayers. :)

Sling said...

Glad to hear you've gained some emotional footing.
I heartily agree with Miss HP.Your honesty has always been a true hallmark of your blog.
..Lookin' forward to some spooky stuff! :)

Pat said...

Nothing at all wrong with screaming honesty CM. Have never understood why everyone finds something so utterly necessary, so threatening. Yell and scream away. It won't change the past, and it's debatable whether it can actually improve things, but one thing is for certain: keeping it all locked up and unrealized is a sure way to have everything, including yourself, stay screwed up!